Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Here's to Hoping in Hawaii
Received a few more postcards! The first is from Slovenia, second from Hong Kong, and the last from Russia. I'm so addicted to Postcrossing. Clay (my boyfriend) got me some nice paper and pencils for my birthday (Nov. 16th), which I'm using to make some of my own postcards. I have tons of art supplies on the mainland (I'm in Hawaii, in case I haven't mentioned that), which I am now missing more than ever. Collage materials and stickers and paints and rubber stamps galore! Ah well, I'll just have to make do with what I brought with me. I figured I'd be doing more canvas painting so I only have acrylic paint and brushes to work with. I like to use the method of gluing down a base image, then sticking on letters, then painting over that, then peeling away the stickers, so the base image shows through the words. I also do "squiggling", which is a method I learned from a game I used to play with my Nanoo all the time. Whenever we'd go to restaurants we would use the placemats to draw scribbles. Then, the other player had to make a new image out of the offered scribble. Here are a few from the past:
I forgot to take a picture of the one I sent recently, but maybe the lady I sent it to will upload an image and I can share that.
I don't particularly like my new job. There is just way too much drama already and I don't think my boss has managed her own restaurant before. There seems to be a certain way of doing things around there, a few of the ways in which I disagree with, however I can't really say anything as "the new girl". I know I can serve circles around most of my co-workers but I have to let them keep thinking I'm just a mousy, little white girl. Until they start taking advantage of that, then that image will disappear immediately.
I went in to Clay's workplace today and talked with his boss, Colleen. She's snarky and super laid back, the type of person I work well with and the vibe of the restaurant matches my style to a T. Unfortunately, she doesn't need much help right now. Still, I'm going in Saturday to get a feel for the place. Hopefully, I'll rock it out and she'll want me around anyway.
I emailed Maui Kombucha too, just so I could say that I'm terribly upset that I mussed up that opportunity. Being a booch and coffee slinger again sounds like a blast, in Maui at least.
That's the other thing: I hate the commute to work. I ride my bike 25 minutes to the bus stop (which I don't mind, I'd being doing that anyway is I worked at Colleen's or Maui Kombucha anyway). The bus ride is godawful and I'm pretty sure it is the culprit behind this gross cold I've somehow picked up. The bus takes me to the mall where my restaurant is located and I can't express enough how much I despise malls. This one is no exception to my detestation. And, of course, just in time for motherfucking black friday: the disgusting display of consumerism that is steadily destroying the sanctity of Thanksgiving.
But on that note: Yay! Thanksgiving! My favorite holiday. It is everything a holiday should be. It focuses on the family, not what you buy for your family. All you have to do is show up, hang out, eat a shit ton of the most delicious food you'll eat all year, unbutton your pants, play games, and watch football if you so choose (I don't).
I'm really going to miss that tradition tomorrow. I'm really going to miss my mom. I'm really going to miss everyone. But, I chose life on the road and tomorrow I will get my first taste of a holiday away from home. Clay and I will go to Britt and Matt's for friendsgiving: a meeting of the orphans. I'm sure it will be a great time and I can't wait, nonetheless. I think I'll make spinach pie with some of the crazy good Wisconsin cheese my mom sent me for my birthday.
Damn, she knows me well.
Anyway, Cheers and Happy Turkey Day to all!!!
Thursday, November 15, 2012
Niche
I received 4 postcards in the mail today! Two were from Cincinnati. One from Seattle and the last from Germany.
Hand in hand with traveling, I am obsessed with sending and receiving snail mail. My grandma, better known as Nanoo, and Aunt Joan began sending me cards as soon as I was old enough to appreciate the pictures. The oldest postcard I own is from 1989, the year I was born. I collected them one by one while growing up and now I have hundreds. There is something more personal about a postcard. To me, a random postcard means you sat down and actually thought about me a while, which is comforting. Somehow, text messages and 'liked' facebook posts don't translate the same way (although, I'm guilty as charged for those behaviors as well).
I recently joined a website (http://www.postcrossing.com/) dedicated to maintaining a homebase for snailmail enthusiasts all over the world. I've already sent quite a few cards. Unfortunately, there is a limit to how many you can send at one time when you're starting out. I suppose they don't want you to bite off more than you can chew just because you're stoked to be a part of some "community" on the interwebs. I understand. So, that means I have to WAIT FOR DAYS while the sent postcard travels and then for the recipient to register the goddamn thing. And I swear, there is this one guy in Russia who is holding out on me.
Anyway, there is a way around it, kinda. You can "direct swap" with other members who are interested. This means you'll each get a postcard (trusting they actually send one, which they have so far) and they will get a postcard but it won't be registered. Therefore, it doesn't count with the number displayed on your profile. Whatever, it isn't a popularity contest.
Also, you get a postcard wall displaying all the cards you've sent, received, and "fave'd".
OF COURSE this website has only made me more obsessed with the whole business. And silly me, I went snooping around the internet and found that there are a million other blogs about sending snail mail, all of which I want to immediately follow because that means there is a whole other community I can join and then despise because damnit, they got to the idea first.
Bugger.
Unemployment must be fucking with my mind. Too much Roseanne and Facebook.
Don't get me wrong, I've been getting out of the house and riding my bike everyday. Applying to places left and right. I have another job interview tomorrow, which I hope will go better than the one at Ben and Jerry's yesterday.
I got up early and rode my bike to the Haiku cannery with Clay. He works at a restaurant there called Colleen's. The bus to the Queen Kahumanu Center (mall) doesn't leave until 9:11. Perfect! I can just go to the Postal Shop and send a little gift to my friend Hannah, drop off 9 postcards, and print off some resumes to take to the mall in case this interview goes to shit.
But, of course, the Postal Shop isn't open until 9:00.
I stalk the storefront until 9:05 and the shades never rose and the lights never turned on.
Meaning I'd have to walk around all day with a small pink dinosaur plush stuffed in my backpack (Hannah's present).
The interview didn't go poorly, really. The guy was nice enough but I could tell that the store is clearly going through ownership change, business is slow, there isn't any advertising, they only hire locals, so on and so forth. I filled out a 4 page general information/questionnaire application, even though they already have my resume.
My feathers are ruffled because I know that I am overqualified at this job, it should be a no-brainer. Yet, he tells me I'll need to wait until early next week for a second interview with the owner, MAYBE, and if not, then sometime around Thanksgiving.
(now I REALLY wish the Postal Shop was open so I could have those resumes on hand...)
THANKSGIVING?!
I need a job NOW! I'm so frustrated that I could eat a whole bunch of mint chocolate ice cream and smoke cigarettes!
...Already doing that!
Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 23. I wanted to have a job by my birthday. Not just HAVE the job but already beginning to settle in to this new job. Getting a feel for my co-workers. Remembering prices and feeling comfortable with the computer system.
A lesson in: You can't always get what you want.
And before you go: Skyfall was excellent. Go see it.
I recently joined a website (http://www.postcrossing.com/) dedicated to maintaining a homebase for snailmail enthusiasts all over the world. I've already sent quite a few cards. Unfortunately, there is a limit to how many you can send at one time when you're starting out. I suppose they don't want you to bite off more than you can chew just because you're stoked to be a part of some "community" on the interwebs. I understand. So, that means I have to WAIT FOR DAYS while the sent postcard travels and then for the recipient to register the goddamn thing. And I swear, there is this one guy in Russia who is holding out on me.
Anyway, there is a way around it, kinda. You can "direct swap" with other members who are interested. This means you'll each get a postcard (trusting they actually send one, which they have so far) and they will get a postcard but it won't be registered. Therefore, it doesn't count with the number displayed on your profile. Whatever, it isn't a popularity contest.
Also, you get a postcard wall displaying all the cards you've sent, received, and "fave'd".
OF COURSE this website has only made me more obsessed with the whole business. And silly me, I went snooping around the internet and found that there are a million other blogs about sending snail mail, all of which I want to immediately follow because that means there is a whole other community I can join and then despise because damnit, they got to the idea first.
Bugger.
Unemployment must be fucking with my mind. Too much Roseanne and Facebook.
Don't get me wrong, I've been getting out of the house and riding my bike everyday. Applying to places left and right. I have another job interview tomorrow, which I hope will go better than the one at Ben and Jerry's yesterday.
I got up early and rode my bike to the Haiku cannery with Clay. He works at a restaurant there called Colleen's. The bus to the Queen Kahumanu Center (mall) doesn't leave until 9:11. Perfect! I can just go to the Postal Shop and send a little gift to my friend Hannah, drop off 9 postcards, and print off some resumes to take to the mall in case this interview goes to shit.
But, of course, the Postal Shop isn't open until 9:00.
I stalk the storefront until 9:05 and the shades never rose and the lights never turned on.
Meaning I'd have to walk around all day with a small pink dinosaur plush stuffed in my backpack (Hannah's present).
The interview didn't go poorly, really. The guy was nice enough but I could tell that the store is clearly going through ownership change, business is slow, there isn't any advertising, they only hire locals, so on and so forth. I filled out a 4 page general information/questionnaire application, even though they already have my resume.
My feathers are ruffled because I know that I am overqualified at this job, it should be a no-brainer. Yet, he tells me I'll need to wait until early next week for a second interview with the owner, MAYBE, and if not, then sometime around Thanksgiving.
(now I REALLY wish the Postal Shop was open so I could have those resumes on hand...)
THANKSGIVING?!
I need a job NOW! I'm so frustrated that I could eat a whole bunch of mint chocolate ice cream and smoke cigarettes!
...Already doing that!
Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 23. I wanted to have a job by my birthday. Not just HAVE the job but already beginning to settle in to this new job. Getting a feel for my co-workers. Remembering prices and feeling comfortable with the computer system.
A lesson in: You can't always get what you want.
And before you go: Skyfall was excellent. Go see it.
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Greetings from Wherever!
What I do is not commonly rewarded. A 'promotion' doesn't mean much, if anything it indicates far more work with only a wee bit more pay. No one here is the conventional hero, genius, or revolutionary. We are regular joes and misfits and weirdos. But we sure as hell don't care about those labels. In fact, we embrace them.
This isn't a home to everyone. Especially since, for the most part, home isn't any physical place one can return to. Home is the body, the welcoming faces of friends, and wherever we choose to be.
I am a seasonal worker. And I cannot speak for all of my colleagues. I am merely relating my experiences, which is my largest collection (aside from postcards, which goes hand in hand with my lifestyle), because in only the beginning of this rendezvous I have already encountered so much. Brilliant people with ambitions that go above and beyond. Sightseeing that renders one speechless. Everlasting friendships. Seasonal loves that don't always remain seasonal. Parties that will knock your knickers off. Nature that WILL kill you. Food that may kill you.
This is a way to submerge oneself in the culture and become a part of the landscape. We are not tourists and, typically, tourists become the butt end of many of our jokes. What I want is to live in each location long enough to know the behind the scenes knowledge you can't get from a visit.
The work is never glamorous. Serving is my forte, but there are plenty of jobs: bellmen, housekeepers, front desk clerks, night auditors, line cooks, dishwashers, chefs, porters, hosts, cashiers, maintenance... the list goes on. Without one ingredient the bread can't rise. And, as I've recently seen, at the end of the season every last ingredient is acknowledged. A high rate of workers quitting or being fired results in disaster. Fortunately, my first full season was a smooth ride while nearby locations struggled.
No, serving tables is nothing to write home about. Unless, of course, you serve the governor of your home state and he's a complete asshole (mom loved that one). What I write home about are the breathtaking hikes, the encounters of hostile nature, the lovely people who treat me like family, so on and so forth. I've already covered this. Experiences, i.e. learning about the world outside of my own.
Seasonal workers move from place to place like gypsies or vagabonds or what have you. I began with Lake McDonald in Glacier National Park. Establishments like this (similar are Yellowstone, Sun Valley, Steamboat, etc) take care of the worker. Rent and meals are cheap and come right out of the paycheck. Unless you are a manager (and even then) you will have a roommate and share a bathroom and a hallway with a whole bunch of people in the same position. Beware noise complaints! More importantly, beware the food!
Conveniently, the worker will walk a mere 30 seconds- 5 minutes to reach the Employee Dining Room, aka EDR (This goes for the workplace too. Being late is absurd, and when it happens it either means something bad or else your boss WILL FIND YOU). Those guys and gals in the EDR work just as hard as anyone else, so this creates quite the conflict. Everyone is constantly complaining about how godawful the cuisine is (and it is) while the EDR staff slaves away back there attempting to make it as edible as possible. Hutterites saved the plate this past summer with their fresh veggies (best salad bar I've seen).
On top of it, I am a vegetarian and I don't plan on changing that any time soon (I can go in to that decision and my beliefs later, but please understand that I am not the stereotypical preachy, haughty, judgmental vegetarian). There were so many days where I nearly gave in to temptation simply from my severe lack of protein.
I recall on lunch in particular... I was a lead server, which meant that I was managing whenever Casey, the front of the house manager, wasn't present. I always liked to get the entire staff to lunch before myself. Molly, the "cute as a button" and "may break down into tears at any moment" server, returned from lunch bursting with great news, "Cassie! Veggie quesadillas today! Spinach and jack cheese...it was so delicious, you'll love it!"
Mouth watering and brimming with anticipation I get in the EDR line and sign in my name and say hello to Scott and ask for a quesadilla.
"Aw, Cass. I'm so sorry. They're all gone already."
Devastation.
"That hurts my soul! Oh well, I'll go with the salad bar."
Scott held up an index finger and scurried to the back of the kitchen. In a few minutes he reappeared with a steaming quesadilla upon one of those tacky coral colored Ikea plates, and I nearly squealed.
"Scott, thank you!"
"Well, I can't have your soul hurting."
I have fiercely digressed here, but hopefully I've shown how considerate those people are. They know the food is bad! They're eating it too! So, when I speak abjectly about the food I am not, under any circumstances, referring to the people who cook it.
Bottom line, though, the food is bad.
However! If you can get past that, you're off to a fantastic start.
As for the living situation, everyone has a different opinion. The older folk disagree with the small, shared space. Younger folk have trouble keeping quiet for the older folk. Sometimes, those roles completely flip flop. My favorite people this past summer were all over the age of 40 (except for my most favorite person who is only over 30) and they could all RAISE HELL. The Christian Ministries couple existing next to my room and whose window was facing "the wine circle" abhorred the living situation (sorry y'all). A dear friend had to deal with borderline pornography occurring in her room. Another had to deal with creepy invasions by a large, older, tie-dye wearing man looking for marijuana. But this is all part of the fun!
My roommate was a sweetheart from Slovakia, Lenka, and coincidentally the other lead server of our restaurant. She worked hard, hiked hard, partied hard, and was extremely clean. I truly lucked out.
At this point, I have covered the aspects that can break a deal between the worker and the establishment. College style housing, terrible nourishment, shitty work? What's it all for?
At the end of the work week you can step in to your backyard that is a WILD, MAJESTIC, AWESOME (cue Glacier DVD inspirational music) wonderland. A few rock climb and summit mountaintops, quite a bit of us hike, some fish, many camp.
I forgot to mention, Lake McDonald is in the middle of nowhere. Forget about cell phone service and expect limited internet services. This might be my favorite part of the whole shebang. It forces the worker to DO SOMETHING ELSE. Go outside! Get to know someone new! Read a book!
Different locations offer variations to this mentality. My current environment allows me to call home whenever and blog on the internet (I hope to keep it up, too). Still, the absence of technology is one of my favorite aspects of the whole shebang.
Therefore, I spent most of my time being with others (often in safety meetings), hiking, hanging out by the lake, and drinking wine in the circle (our favorite is Bandit).
Every season the worker will walk away having learned an immense amount about the location and themselves: how the worker interacts with the environment. Maybe they find that this isn't the lifestyle for them. Maybe all of their dreams come true. (for me and many of the others I speak of, the latter is true)
I've already written more than I ever could have with my previous blogs. It excites me to know that I have started something in my life that makes me want to write again. There is so much yet to explain and share but I'll leave the beginning post with this.
This isn't a home to everyone. Especially since, for the most part, home isn't any physical place one can return to. Home is the body, the welcoming faces of friends, and wherever we choose to be.
I am a seasonal worker. And I cannot speak for all of my colleagues. I am merely relating my experiences, which is my largest collection (aside from postcards, which goes hand in hand with my lifestyle), because in only the beginning of this rendezvous I have already encountered so much. Brilliant people with ambitions that go above and beyond. Sightseeing that renders one speechless. Everlasting friendships. Seasonal loves that don't always remain seasonal. Parties that will knock your knickers off. Nature that WILL kill you. Food that may kill you.
This is a way to submerge oneself in the culture and become a part of the landscape. We are not tourists and, typically, tourists become the butt end of many of our jokes. What I want is to live in each location long enough to know the behind the scenes knowledge you can't get from a visit.
The work is never glamorous. Serving is my forte, but there are plenty of jobs: bellmen, housekeepers, front desk clerks, night auditors, line cooks, dishwashers, chefs, porters, hosts, cashiers, maintenance... the list goes on. Without one ingredient the bread can't rise. And, as I've recently seen, at the end of the season every last ingredient is acknowledged. A high rate of workers quitting or being fired results in disaster. Fortunately, my first full season was a smooth ride while nearby locations struggled.
No, serving tables is nothing to write home about. Unless, of course, you serve the governor of your home state and he's a complete asshole (mom loved that one). What I write home about are the breathtaking hikes, the encounters of hostile nature, the lovely people who treat me like family, so on and so forth. I've already covered this. Experiences, i.e. learning about the world outside of my own.
Seasonal workers move from place to place like gypsies or vagabonds or what have you. I began with Lake McDonald in Glacier National Park. Establishments like this (similar are Yellowstone, Sun Valley, Steamboat, etc) take care of the worker. Rent and meals are cheap and come right out of the paycheck. Unless you are a manager (and even then) you will have a roommate and share a bathroom and a hallway with a whole bunch of people in the same position. Beware noise complaints! More importantly, beware the food!
Conveniently, the worker will walk a mere 30 seconds- 5 minutes to reach the Employee Dining Room, aka EDR (This goes for the workplace too. Being late is absurd, and when it happens it either means something bad or else your boss WILL FIND YOU). Those guys and gals in the EDR work just as hard as anyone else, so this creates quite the conflict. Everyone is constantly complaining about how godawful the cuisine is (and it is) while the EDR staff slaves away back there attempting to make it as edible as possible. Hutterites saved the plate this past summer with their fresh veggies (best salad bar I've seen).
On top of it, I am a vegetarian and I don't plan on changing that any time soon (I can go in to that decision and my beliefs later, but please understand that I am not the stereotypical preachy, haughty, judgmental vegetarian). There were so many days where I nearly gave in to temptation simply from my severe lack of protein.
I recall on lunch in particular... I was a lead server, which meant that I was managing whenever Casey, the front of the house manager, wasn't present. I always liked to get the entire staff to lunch before myself. Molly, the "cute as a button" and "may break down into tears at any moment" server, returned from lunch bursting with great news, "Cassie! Veggie quesadillas today! Spinach and jack cheese...it was so delicious, you'll love it!"
Mouth watering and brimming with anticipation I get in the EDR line and sign in my name and say hello to Scott and ask for a quesadilla.
"Aw, Cass. I'm so sorry. They're all gone already."
Devastation.
"That hurts my soul! Oh well, I'll go with the salad bar."
Scott held up an index finger and scurried to the back of the kitchen. In a few minutes he reappeared with a steaming quesadilla upon one of those tacky coral colored Ikea plates, and I nearly squealed.
"Scott, thank you!"
"Well, I can't have your soul hurting."
I have fiercely digressed here, but hopefully I've shown how considerate those people are. They know the food is bad! They're eating it too! So, when I speak abjectly about the food I am not, under any circumstances, referring to the people who cook it.
Bottom line, though, the food is bad.
However! If you can get past that, you're off to a fantastic start.
As for the living situation, everyone has a different opinion. The older folk disagree with the small, shared space. Younger folk have trouble keeping quiet for the older folk. Sometimes, those roles completely flip flop. My favorite people this past summer were all over the age of 40 (except for my most favorite person who is only over 30) and they could all RAISE HELL. The Christian Ministries couple existing next to my room and whose window was facing "the wine circle" abhorred the living situation (sorry y'all). A dear friend had to deal with borderline pornography occurring in her room. Another had to deal with creepy invasions by a large, older, tie-dye wearing man looking for marijuana. But this is all part of the fun!
My roommate was a sweetheart from Slovakia, Lenka, and coincidentally the other lead server of our restaurant. She worked hard, hiked hard, partied hard, and was extremely clean. I truly lucked out.
At this point, I have covered the aspects that can break a deal between the worker and the establishment. College style housing, terrible nourishment, shitty work? What's it all for?
At the end of the work week you can step in to your backyard that is a WILD, MAJESTIC, AWESOME (cue Glacier DVD inspirational music) wonderland. A few rock climb and summit mountaintops, quite a bit of us hike, some fish, many camp.
I forgot to mention, Lake McDonald is in the middle of nowhere. Forget about cell phone service and expect limited internet services. This might be my favorite part of the whole shebang. It forces the worker to DO SOMETHING ELSE. Go outside! Get to know someone new! Read a book!
Different locations offer variations to this mentality. My current environment allows me to call home whenever and blog on the internet (I hope to keep it up, too). Still, the absence of technology is one of my favorite aspects of the whole shebang.
Therefore, I spent most of my time being with others (often in safety meetings), hiking, hanging out by the lake, and drinking wine in the circle (our favorite is Bandit).
Every season the worker will walk away having learned an immense amount about the location and themselves: how the worker interacts with the environment. Maybe they find that this isn't the lifestyle for them. Maybe all of their dreams come true. (for me and many of the others I speak of, the latter is true)
I've already written more than I ever could have with my previous blogs. It excites me to know that I have started something in my life that makes me want to write again. There is so much yet to explain and share but I'll leave the beginning post with this.
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